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No oompa loompas allowed. [16 Jul 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I have a new journal. Because this name sucks...

Mambo_Italiano_

Add me, if you want. Or don't. Whatever.

<3

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go away exgirlfriends [15 Jul 2004|08:31pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I hope tonight is good enough to restore your faith in things you have been doubting. It was the best I could do with not a lot of time...

FORT PARTY TONIGHT. If you're not here...you're not cool.

I told my mom I was cooking for Tom so she bought us a bottle of wine. How cute is she?

love<3

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sleeping on the couch can not be good. [15 Jul 2004|09:26am]
[ mood | crappy ]

i would really like to have a fort party tonight.
maybe it would do some cheering up.

i feel rather lazy and moody and blah.

poos is a snugglebunny.

loveme.

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i'm sorry if you don't like to drink but... [13 Jul 2004|10:23pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

i plan on getting totally wasted tonight.

and not remembering a damn thing.

(sometimes you just gotta do it.)

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skeletons by fire light. [12 Jul 2004|03:16pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I have a confession to make. I am in love. With a book.
Angels and Demons. Robert Langdon and I spend a good hour a day together trying to save Vatican City.
God I am a loser. I'm sorry.

Tom doesn't get to be a pirate anymore! They took the patch off, but if someone would like to purchase him a REAL pirate's patch, he would probably love you forever. Because he's just cute like that. My little pirate.

Oh I got a job! I was waiting for Stella's to call but I just can't wait another day. My bank account won't allow it! I am going to hostess at The Chart House. I grew up there, my mom was the manager for almost 11 years so when I walked in, they didn't even make me fill out an application. Just hired me right on the spot. How crazy.

I wish I was an artist. Or had some kind of talent. I miss dance. It was so much fun. I could be a big loser and get all my dork out monday-thursday from 5-9. Now poor Tom has to deal with all the extra energy.

It's about time to join a gym. As soon as I get my first paycheck, I am going with Hana and getting a membership.

I love you so much. dshfkjheowjkfhawjk! That's how I feel right now. amazing. you are amazing!

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[09 Jul 2004|07:47am]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Last night was quite the night. I fell asleep at 4 with a horrible migraine, only to wake up twice throughout the night to cry about how much my head hurt and then puke my guts out. lovely.

Well since I slept so much last night, I woke up at 6:30 this morning. I love waking up early. It makes the day seem so much more worth while.

Tom is still restrained to sitting in our recliner, watching 8972487 movies a day. It could be another week or so before he gets to leave the house. Poor thing. I love me some cyclops Tom! (Don't play with fireworks, children.)

<3

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an evening of bones and flames [06 Jul 2004|10:06am]
[ mood | busy ]

it's been a long week since i have gotten home. actually, i don't even think it's been a week yet, and so much has happened.

i need to start my summer now. my beautiful summer that i was supposed to have. sitting outside, reading, frolicking in the ocean. haven't done a bit of that yet. oh the frustration.

i need to remove about 8 inches from my hair. but that too will have to wait.

i hate money. it is ruining my summer.

stay optimistic. stay optimistic. stay optimistic.

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[05 Jul 2004|08:55am]
[ mood | sad ]

Everything bad always happens to you. I am so sorry.

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i hate you, because you are beautiful! [02 Jul 2004|08:36pm]
I am home. And it's wonderful. Even though jetlag is a biotch and I am still 6 hours ahead of Florida.

Europe=Amazing. I swear on my life I will go back. There is so much history, so much to do, so much to see. It's beautiful. And the wonderful part...Hillary and I didn't kill each other. Instead Hillary made up songs while I danced around the internet cafes. Oh the joy of being a stupid American.

It's funny how stupid they think our accents are. The people I met who spoke English as a second language, spoke British English because they believe that American English just sounds dumb. And everyone over there thinks Bush is a moron and can't believe he could possibly be president again.

A lot has happened since I have been gone. I don't care how well I know you or don't know you. If you need a ride because you have been drinking, call me. The theory, "It will never happen to me," has been proved wrong too many times. Enough said.

I shot 11 rolls of film in Europe. I can't wait to see them. I'll have to be a picture slut and post a lot of them.

Britt is coming to see me!!!! I am so excited!

love<3
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[29 Jun 2004|04:43pm]
Back in Rome. With a tummy ache and a heart ache for home.

I am not a big fan of Rome, or the fact that I bought a red bag and it had rubbed pink all over my white shirt (which by the way says "the hills are alive") and my jeans.

Its hot and I am grumpy and ready to come home.

Miss you terribly. <3
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What if this was you're playground? [23 Jun 2004|05:12pm]
I have changed. A lot.


But I will not be an a-hole about it.

I will not dress differently. Or drink just wine.

I will still be me, but with a greater and deeper appreciation for what I have and especially, WHO I have.


Love knows not its own power until the hour of seperation.
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[22 Jun 2004|05:11pm]
interlacken is my favorite place in the whole world.



i wish you were here. more than anything. ever.


i love you.


9 days till i am back home.


<33333
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to the funny farm... [14 Jun 2004|09:22am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I am leaving for Europe at 2:46 today.

Goodbye. <333

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Blame Canada. [08 Jun 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Okay. I'm addicted to MTV. Especially The Real World. Yeah, so now that it's clear that I am a loser, I just have a question. How come everyone on that show looks 10 years older than they really are? Or am I the only 18 year old in the world who still looks like a 12 year old? It's just not fair. The only good thing I have to look forward to is looking 30 when I am really 50. OK. Shut up Jamie.

I leave on Monday for two and a half weeks. Miss me and spend time with me before I leave please.

I have a new picture. Yayyy. Thank you Tom.

Miss Ham is coming over to plan for a big birthday celebration on Sunday night! (Get STOKED Hill.)

I almost threw up today when I saw you.
Die. Die. DIE!!!!

I am in a yelling mood. I have this insane urge to yell everything I say to let everyone around me know how incredibly stressed and pissed I am.

dfsjkdfhstopjkdfhajhfeatingkldjslfjka.

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[05 Jun 2004|10:00pm]
<3 8 months <3
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"rock and roll!" said druggie tom [04 Jun 2004|03:56pm]
my boyfriend is the cutest thing in the entire world.


i love you. feel better. <3
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lo siento. [03 Jun 2004|02:46pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I should never be allowed to cut hair. Poor Tom. Poor Tom's hair. I try to think about the future to keep me from crying about it. Hopefully we can laugh about it when we are 30. If my driving doesn't kill me.

If you want a postcard from Europe, make sure to e-mail me with your address. You probably won't get it till mid July, but oh well.

My dress for my solo dance is the most beautiful thing in the whole freaking world. If I had to pick one thing to wear for the rest of my life, that'd be it.

i love you. sorry i'm a screw up. <333333

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two weeks left. [31 May 2004|11:10am]
[ mood | content ]

My summer has been pretty good so far.

Not as much outside time as I would have liked...but that's my fault. I think I'll sit at the pool today and read the books I bought yesterday. I know I got them for the long plane ride to Rome...but it's too tempting.

There has been lots of partying. Lots of red bull. Lots of twizzler straws. Oh yea, if you're vegan...don't try to eat candy while you are drunk...heh.

happy birthday to julia! :)

I know what I am getting a tattoo of and where I am getting it. Now all I need is the money!

I have spent the morning washing dishes and vacuuming and now I am off to eat my cereal and sit outside with my kitten for the day.

<333

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[24 May 2004|12:55pm]
i want this to be a beautiful summer.

i want to lay in the grass, spend hours in the pool, wake up for sunrises, spend tons of time with my friends who are leaving for college, and take lots and lots of pictures.

i want to hold your hand as much as possible and make beautiful summer memories while we are still young.
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if you stay, i'll make you fall for me, i promise you. i promise you. [24 May 2004|12:47pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Last night was amazing.


I love my friends and family.

<33333333

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